I open myself to the unknown once more,
& knock down the fortress around me.
Tear down the high mighty walls,
& leave myself open to vulnerability.
Pensive throughout the whole gloom full night,
Pondering if this should be real; Is it true?
Past remembrance of mournful torrent relationships,
Could she be a part of the heartbreak routine too?
No! It can't be, not this time, no no no,
I must give myself toward her, open to all possibilities.
& have faith that she will take care of me.
That maybe, just maybe, she will be 'in' love with me.
So for this, I open myself to the unknown.
& knock down the fortress around me.
Tear down the high... mighty walls,
& leave myself toward vulnerability.