Goodbye, Andrew

The way you walk
So poised and smooth
It amazes me how you think
You're the only cock in the roost

You think you're the best
God's gift to women
With how you only want sex
And spread your semen

I don't understand you
You're so complex and confusing
You always have me stumped
When you find my pain amusing

I think at once you cared
You actually had sympathy
But now you focus on yourself
And you only possess empathy

Things are so different now
It's only been two months
I'm not sorry for my actions
Because they only occurred once

I can't help my feelings
I deserve one break
The pills were just there
The bottle full for me to take

You said you don't judge me
Because you're the same
Been to hell and back
Except you changed

I know everyone's different
Even in the same situation
But you're miles away
In another position

You can't decide for yourself
But you can always decide for me
The things you say and do
Never cease to perplex me

Well, now I'm okay
I live everyday without you
My broken heart has healed
And I'm over you, Andrew

~MiiSELF~