Ruined lifes Dedicated to SAM!

You ruined my life
your probably going to ruin others
So many tears Ive shed thinking about that day when you ruined me and took it all away
Ive tried to forget and once I do
You haunt me in my dreams
All i do is worry now thinking you might come back
I cant go a day knowing that I will be proud to be a virgin
You took that away
Everyday I cry wishing I would die
Then not having a fear of you returning
I was so young and innocent
Still dreaming if good things
Then you came charging into my life
I'm sure you didn't think about what would happen to me once you were through
You did it for your own pleasure
Probably not taking time to think about what you were doing
But I know now that the world is not a perfect place
Some of these people make it a living hell
While allot of people have fun during life thinking no harm will come there way
But not I never will I look at myself in the mirror the same way
Knowing if i didn't go outside that day my life would be OK
Then maybe I would able to sleep all night
But now thats never going to happen
Theres nothing I can do but cry
So I hope you happy now
You Accomplished you goal
You have officially ruined my life