Awwwahh hunny!! that is soo sad, that person sounds like a JERK!!! so what u lost ur innocents to that person!?!!? did u want to?? i have been in similar situations but with friends, i no wut its like to be pertraded in everyway poosible....donttt u worry....
but i like how u put ur expeirence into a pome, did it help u al little? are u doing ok!??!