Whenever I feel like dying,
Why won't you let me?
Whenever dying seems like the answer,
Why don't I finish?
Why can't I just meet Him?
Why does He continue to keep me here in pain?
Why do you love me to the point where we can't go a day without speaking?
Why can't you just be understanding?
I know you have tried it,
And i know you wished it worked,
But, this time,
I need answers,
Rai,
Help me,
I am literally dying here.
If i don't get help,
I will be dead shortly.
I know you don't want it,
But that is the way it is.
Just in case it already happened,
I love you and tell my family the same.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
