Tear Smeared Words.

I act as if I don't care about you.
As if "we" was just a term.
You are the reason I do the things I do.
You are the most important thing in my life.

I dry my tears, put a little bit of make up on.
Smiles are not a regular thing without you,
Right when I met you, my heart you had already won.
I am not ready for it to be returned...

I can't pretend I am happy, although I do.
I hate living this way,
How my day goes is completely up to you.
Why must it be like this?

Tears smear my words due to another lost love.
You're still my everything...
Still all I ever seem to think of.
Why can't it be the same for you?

[Meh. Heartbreaks are no longer emotional but physical as well. Hope you enjoy]