Staring at the carvings on the stone
Feeling like I'll always be alone
Looking at everyone like they don't care
Do they know I can never be there
God why is everyone so happy
Doesn't anyone at all miss me
God,is this what you wanted to show me
Without me this is how life would be
Did you show me this just to hurt my heart
Why was my name on your death chart
Why God? Why God did you have to show me this?
Right now I'd love to have my mothers kiss
Even when with you I feel so depressed
But sad part is I don't feel blessed
I can't feel the joy of heaven even when with you
I guess this is what feeling so alone can do
Why isn't anyone here for me at all
No one still wouldn't catch the tears that fall
No one ever told me that they even cared
I thought you would make everyones life fair
God, you to were one not there for me
I thought with you everyone feels free
I thought a trip to heaven was the best trip
Did you have fun with my soul you stirped
I miss my mother so much
God let me have her touch
Let me go face to face
I know I wasn't a disgrace
Please let me see her
Is she crying. Or am I a Blur
Does she miss me
Please once can I see
I'm dropping a flower on my grave before I leave
That way I wouldn't feel that deceived
God,They already let someone have my room
They don't even care if I'm the one with the tomb
God is that my mother on the bed
Why does she look so dead
God, she does care I know she does
That's how she never was
Thank you for showing me this
At least my mother cries and i am missed
As I'm whispering my deep sorrows in her ear
I kissed her and whipped away her dreadful tears
I told her I'm always with her
Our love will stay pure
I said i miss her so much
And everyday i cried for her touch
God I'm staying but you can go
I already seen what i wanted to know
I love you God good night father
I'm staying here with my mother
I know she knows I'm by her
Because i can hear her purr
She looks so happy now she smiled
She knows I know I'll always be her child
