10 years ago
it feels so long but now im standing here
finally getting married and its hard to show how happy i am
he's rich he had money and he says he loves me and i believe it
but for some strange reason im thinking about you and its killing me
i havent seen you since high school
and i dont know what youve done with your life i just hope your happy and maybe you found a wife
i remeber those days you held me and when you first kissed me
you smiled at my eyes and told me you loved me
and now im thinking and wishing you were here with me
i dont know were you are or if your married but i cant seem to forget you
you were the first one i ever loved the only one i trusted
i may have been young only 16 but i thought it was love
and even though you left me
you did it for us
we were still friends after that
and we swore we always would be
but now on my wedding day im thinking of you and i relize i can go through with this
because he's not you
i always dreamed of this day but it doesnt feel right
so i guess ill spend the rest of my life looking for you
and when i do ill rap you in my arms and kiss you
and tell you how much ive missed you through the years
and that i need you
i want you to be the one i die next to
