She sits alone
wondering were he is
is he coming home
or staying out late again she tries to hold it inside
but it's breaking through
she cant hold it inside anymore
she goes to the bed and falls asleep
thinking of him in her dreams
when they first met and what he said hed always be there
she cries 5 months later
now living in a little apartment all alone
he left her for sum bomb shell with big blue eyes and blonde hai r
she wasnt good enough thats what he said
so she sits and wonders if hes right
and if shell never be good enough in anyones eyes
she drinks the bottle of whisky and goes outside she looks to the moon and wonders if hes staring at it at that moment
she looks to the stars and pictures her dreams
all in smoke and now ashes they fall from the sky as rain drops
and then she lifts the gun to her head
her man her dreams her future have all disapeared
the next day he reads about her in the news paper and he knows hes done wrong
he goes to the funeral and leaves a rose and a note saying im sorry and i was thinking about coming over i know i messed up and i wondered if you'd give me a second chance to show you how much i love you and that you're the one i want to hold
but now she can't be given a second chance
she's dead and falling fast in the depths of hell is were she will be found for taking her own life because of that man.
