Suicide plan

I could drink myself to death
but then Ive tried doing that before
i could slit my wrists again
this time cut deeper even more
i could jump from a building
and hope i die landing
i could die on my knees begging please
cos Ive spent my whole life standing
i could take an over dose
get high on drugs and start spinning
but i promised id never do drugs
and i wont die with them winning
i could just be like linzi do them all at once
then that way I'm sure to die
but of all the people who think they know
only one person will ever know why

saffie
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16.2.05