And i keep telling myself.
you made the rite desison.
your strong for walking away.
but wouldnt i have been more strong if id had of stayed.
for the first time in months.
i regret what i've done.
i was happy most of the time.
isnt that enough.
he loved me.
he cared.
why wasnt that enough.
now im standing in the rain.
when i should be in the sunshine.
i thought it was for the best.
but now im thinking of sucide.
thinking of him holding someone who isnt me.
kissing someone they way he kissed me.
&& i lost all of this....because i walked away.
