Lies

How many times, how many lies
How many tears have I wasted every time I cry
Almost ten months, a lot of "BS" happened
But all I can do is just pretend.
Always accepting your apology
Acting like it doesn't get to me
But deep in my heart i feel guilty
For taking you back, cause of your over-used line
"I'm sorry".
If I just know how to stop loving you
I'd do it, but I don't, I have no clue
A part of me wants my babe
While another part of me wants you to go away.
Everybody knows letting you go would break me heart
But I don't want you lying to me either,
Tearing me apart
If you just know how to love me unconditionally
Our relationship would be near perfect,
Every minute together, we'll be very happy.
You lie in a lot of matters
You just ask me why I'm mad
The fxck "don't even bother"
How dare you not know why I feel so bad
Now look, you're making me worse than sad.
All I'm asking is to stop lying
I smile outside, but inside I'm dying
For every lie, you lose my trust
I just want it to stop, it must.