My Final Goodbye

The days go by without a trace
I wish that once more I could see your face

I miss you more and more everyday
Your last goodbye but took my breath away

Ever since then I haven't been the same
But theres no one else but me to blame

Its so hard to get through the day
Ive tried to forget you but theres noway

Not hearing you voice every night before I go to bed
Is killing me I cant get you out of my head

Its been hard to sleep knowing that your gone
That thing I said it seemed so wrong

I cant stop thinking about you at night
You lieing there on the pavement was an awful sight
If I wouldn't have acted the way I did you would have been alright

As I sit by you holding your hand
Crying and telling you this isn't what we had planed

We were going to start a family you and I
As the paramedic said " hes going to die"

The tears are pouring now
As I ask my self how?
How could of this happened to you?
I had a feeling something bad was going to happen I knew

As I started to tell you I love you and I'm sorry it was a mistake
But before I could finish your body started to Quake

The machine they had hooked you up to started beeping fast
The paramedic pushed me out of the way and I gasped

Within two minutes you were gone
I went home and listened to our song

Your Fragrance still lingers here
The vision of you is so clear

I cant do anything but cry wishing I would die
I never got my chance to say goodbye
As I lay in my bed I let out a sigh....

I close my eyes and whisper to myself
All I want to do is tell you I'm sorry and I love you
So heres to you
My Final Goodbye