I sit in my room, lights out, blinds down,
i start to cry, as if I'm dying and my heart is about to to drown,
But i think of you, and you don't care,
my love for you or anyone else you wouldn't spare,
Day in and day out you said you loved me,
but i couldn't believe it because you seemed so perfect for me to see,
I'm so glad i decided to be blind because you broke my heart,
and now i feel as though I'm dying because were apart,
i tell myself I'm not in love but the trust is i really am in love with you,
but you truly are blind because you have no clue,
on what i do, when I'm not with you,
i fight myself and harm myself because you decided not to love me,
i burn and cut myself, hurting myself constantly,
but you don't care, i know you don't, if you did you wouldn't have left me like you did,
you didn't want me so my feelings for you kept hid,
i hide under smiles, to make you think i don't care,
but because of your stupidity my love will never be able to be shared,
i see you in town with all these beautiful girls knowing your going to hurt them too,
but baby remember I'm coming back, coming back to kill you!!
