Blessed

by Jacob M Parnell   Oct 15, 2007


People tell me I have a gift,
For these words I pen to this page.
But what they do not comprehend.
Is how this pen fuels my rage.

Such a small object,
Long and narrow it does not speak.
It mocks my emotions,
It makes me weak.

It brings back memories,
Ones I wish to forget.
Reminding me constantly,
Of all that I regret.

I want to break it,
But I'm afraid that I too would bleed.
I'm frightened of what I'd become without it.
As if I need it, if I am to succeed.

Have I consumed it?
Or has it consumed me?
It's my voice in this world,
Without It I can not see.

It taunts my soul,
Knowing without it I can not exist.
For to it I must subside,
Because my thoughts can not resist.

It's a gift they say,
This ability to be depressed.
It's a gift they say,
They say I am blessed...

(c) Jacob M Parnell

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  • 16 years ago

    by Jenie

    Wow this is an awasome poem!!!
    5/5
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  • 16 years ago

    by Sora

    This poem explains everything a writer goes through, and it was brillaint.
    and i loved the fact you wrote a bout this topic, it's very rare.
    a simply wonderful job well done!

  • 16 years ago

    by jane

    I love this poem so much....

  • 16 years ago

    by cassie

    Gorgeous
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  • 16 years ago

    by Im So OVER IT

    LOVE YOUR POEm...you are really good...keep it up

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