So Scared

She acts like she knows
every detail of love.
she can break it down in
few words. "its not needed at our age"

She looked down at her friends
who are dying to have it
she laughs in their faces

She walks around town with such
a ego of false knowledge;
she ignores the feeling that she
too wants love

she dies to be in the arms of that
one guy who will love her for eternity
she is dying to know who wit feels
to be wanted & needed

But for someone like her to
fall in love its scary
to no longer be worrying for yourself
but for someone else also

to think of having someone
owning her heart is a nightmare
to have someone by her side
is frighting.

She is meant to be alone!
she meant fight her own battles
She is Meant to give advice...
not need it

so scared to take the fall
so scared to feel the warmth
so scared to be loved
so scared be wanted at all