I stand here cutting my self into peices over you
i do this because i can't stand the things you do
god only knows how much more of this abuse
i can take before i lose all of my useless use
well i'm worthless anyway you look at me
well i'll never be pretty enough for you to see
well i scream and no body answers my cries
all this filth rises, it darkens my skies
like smoke from a fire of lust and dirt
like feelings that burn till they turn to hurt
and i just turn my face so you can't witness my tears
i don't want to continue letting you answer my fears
i go into a corner and cry till blood comes out my eyes
you stand there listening to me as i whisper out lies
about how i don't have a problem, that i'm okay
but you don't hear the truth in the words i say
how can i talk to you when i can't say a word
with out you yelling sharp as a cutting razor sword
and it always seems that you blow out on me
well i can tell you what i don't want to grow up to be
things may look good on the surface in the end
but i can be pretty good when i have to pretend
like everything about me okay and that i'm glad
i pretend like you were never ever mad
well it seems like everyday the worlds out to get me
it seems like every one is out to tell me how to be
i don't really seem to normal to all of these people
i don't match all the kids under your lifeless steple
can't you just leave me alone, more than i already am
i can't see how come you always want to aim
your filthy remarks of hate at me for who i want to be
i don't see why i can't just be nobody but me
well i have wanted to for awhile now just hit back
with my own words, but if i do i feel my bones crack
how much longer can i take your abuse
how long till i run out of useless use...
