The cost of dreaming.

What a weird situation I find myself in
Never could have seen it coming
Who could have guessed
That you and I would connect
So well to each other
As if we were meant to end up together
It all started as a fun and simple chat
But today here are the facts
I'm really starting to like this relationship we've got going on the internet
Which is really weird since in fact we never met
We get along so well it's crazy
That I actually start asking myself if you could be
Exactly what I've been looking for
Or am I being yet again way too hopeful
This could be another of life's sneaky deceptions
Another one of those which afflicts me to a state of desolation
I tend to not let myself get too much attached to you
For what is the point if I never get to see you
All I know for now is that I want to see how you are like in person
And see if this can actually go on
If we truly are awesome together
I don't think it's crazy to make plans for our future together
But I guess I am an eternal romantic
And some people just can't tag along which is tragic
I sure wish that this isn't a false hope we're having
For if it is I know that I'll end up hurting.

I finally arrive in Brisbane
But it was all in vain
For taking it to the next step
I was the only one to accept
There's nothing worse than
Being in a one way relationship once again.
All those kind words you've said to me
No longer mean as much to me
For I clearly see that you'll never be able to
Feel the same way as I do
My trip was a heartbreaking failure
For which I don't know what could be the cure
In disbelief that all of this was all but a dream
The pain that I feel overwhelms me to the point of an agonizing scream
Tears rolling down my grimaced face
Fists striking the wall in rage of this useless chase
With the shattered plans I had envisioned for us
I'm roaming the streets with no purpose
Lost in a state of emptiness
My mind and soul overshadowed by darkness
Going on with life like a zombie
For my dreams have once more been taken away from me.

(2nd part of poem is fictious...)