Whats it like to throw all your feelings out for someone?
the feeling of freedom of expression?
the feeling of summer days in winter season?
how can emotions be held together by a single feeling
endless chase after a angel without her wings
a never ending race toward a girl worth a million wishes
can friendship stay the same in the end
when your being held by another person other than me
another human who just happen to be better than me?
he hold you close
as if your his heart and soul
he loves you so hard
as if your his only angel in his mind and dreams
i hold these grudge feelings toward the times i wasted chasing you
i hold these memories as if they are the source of power allowing me to move on with life
i hold these pictures of you
so you wouldn't get the chance to see me cry for you at night
cold hands and frozen soul
the blue light is fading
the green light is no longer glowing
the red light is telling me to stop worry about you
and to stop loving you
but with all these thoughts and goals
i just wanted to know
can i still love you like before?
can i still like you like i once did 3 years ago?
will you be my angel in my life again?
i have my ideas and work ready
all i just need now
is my light
