How Far Is Death From Me

How far is death from me?
I can see you are against my breathe
I know this is sound real dread
But believe me, it is real true

How far is death from me?
I just want it to show me the sight
I can see they want to send me to death
Don't cry if I die unless you real care

I've passed through a lot this year
I have even defeated the devils
I detected my future beyond the tall stone
As it lingering slowly towards my stand

Even if I acquire my goal today
Will I elude my hostile enemies?
I wish longevity like everybody
But what a need if I can't find happiness

All I see around me is the faces of abhorrence
And the helpless world neglecting my desperation
Snakes friends and relatives pretending they love me
And hussy ladies breaking my fragile heart

How far is death from me?
If happiness wasn't meant to be mine
I found myself in a gloomy situation
Life with no any love intention

All my endeavour to live better had fail
It has put me to a huge life frail
Today I want to find something to die for
Because I can't find anything to live for

I understand things doesn't happen precisely at your time
Dreams doesn't achieved at you worse wild dream
Goals doesn't captured at the point you aimed
But it either I find peace or I die for a principle

I want to know from now for tomorrow
If I die, would you live forever?
All I wish is that you stay together
Don't feel pain If I acted strange