Thoughts in my head that once attacked me
Are now speechless
Heart usually thrashing with excitement
Is now agonizing with pain
Stomach growling with agony
Tossing & turning due to regret and worry
All these feelings lashing me to the insane
I wish it call can fade
Dispel and die away
When I watched you turned and go,
A voice in my head
Begged for you to stay
Obviously my cry was not audible
Just like a whisper from the wind
Its just a hissing noise in your ear
One blink of my eyes
You VANISHED
And disappeared.
Eyes now stinging red
Glinting in them, is regret
Eyes staying awake and waiting
Because we refuse to go to bed.
I will not close my eyes until I hear your footsteps
I will not drift to sleep until my heart knows you are here
You might think I do not need you
But thats not a fair reason to leave
You might think I do not care
But you are wrong again
And way over your head
Look at me now and my eyes are filled with tears
Dripping down my face
Come home and wash them
And promise me you will always stay.