The weather today matches
my disposition. Grey and dismal
with the rain falling from the heavens
as the tears fall from my eyes.
I hear the rumble of thunder
in the skies that matches the
breaking of my heart.
As the lightning flashes
visions of you dance through
my head just as quickly.
The sound of the rain
as it beats on the pavement
plays in my ears just as your
voice plays over and over in my mind.
All I want from you is to be loved
to be in your warm embrace.
I want to hear you say I love you
in that loving voice that I so
seldom hear.
Your sweet words of love are
whispered only at certain moments
too few and far between
that I cherish and try
to memorize every word spoken.
You don't know how those
words make me feel.
How they make me soar as if
I were on clouds.
But how could you possibley know that.
But...they are just words spoken from you
that mean so much to my ears.
Words of love and longing
needing and wanting.
But, alas as I said before
they are just words that
anyone can speak of.
Only if they are spoken out of
honesty and true from the heart
full of emotion and love will
they mean anything at all and that
is...as of this moment
what I am so unsure of.
I would like to know
beyond a shadow of a doubt
that you feel that way
about me always, but
I do not hear them
it seems when I need them the most.
Oh, yes, I always hear words
of encouragement from you
but...I never feel your love
as I said when I need it the most.
