I sing a lullaby just for you
Sickened and hated of what I must do.
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Disgusted at what I have become
If you want to know really hate
Ask me because of this fate
I said I would never be
They are looked down on even by me
But yet here I am standing where they had to stand
Unable to protect the holy land
Down on my knees pray to God to take it away
The shame the guilt that I feel today
To the little baby inside my womb
I cant believe what I have to do.
I promise wil never forget
The thought makes me sick
But no one can know
Ever find out, that I am going to have to let you go.
You where made of love I would to think
But he cant know I know what he would think
So now I am the monster everything I hate
And because of that I have to destroy your fate.
Oh but worry I am coming to because I love you
So there for I must die too.
