Hating You

"I hate me for hating you for you not loving me the way you should, but I know I shouldn't because your with her and I should be happy for you. I should have taken the chances I had, but I let them slip right through my fingers. If I knew then what I know now I wouldn't have acted the way I did or said what I said. I should have taken all the chances I had to be with you, but now your slowly leaving me and there is nothing I can do. I can't stop you from going to god only knows where, but I can't let you go. What am I to do? Should I just let you go while I have the chance or should I let you just slowly let you go on your own?"