Please My Dear Friend

Trying to turn to trust and hope,
tripping into drugs and dope.
I try and I try but never succeed,
never knowing I have done this
deed.
As you read this you will feel the
anger, fear, that blood shed and tear.
Of all this time with you right here,
I miss you more and more,
my dear.
I keep on wishing and hoping,
that you were here with me.
I keep on trying to succeed to make you
stay here with me.
I failed and you are not here,
I am struck with my own painful fears.
Fear of hurting myself
fear of my cut,
fear of this feeling
It's all tearing me apart.
The anger that you aren't here is
bursting and breaking my heart,
but please baby,
come back for I am gone with out any
friends,
you were the one for me and
you were fun and I can't let that be.
this can't be it
this can't be all.
I am stuck in this place where I am
falling in and out of place.
Please baby please,
I am crying without any tears,
I am anger without my face a show.
Please baby,
before I let all of our memories go.