A dream forgotten

I hate living this big lie
I'm not alright I want to die
You lied to me and stabbed me in the back
You have no heart your soul is black
I want to go on and live my life
Stop the blood stop using this knife
But not going to happen anytime soon
If I keep it up ill be gone by noon
Thats what I'm hoping ill be dead
You can lay perfect in your own bed
Why I route away under ground alone
In one year ill be nothing but bones
Nothing at all, a lifeless body gone rotten
Once a living dream,is know a dream forgotten