My feeling

Ever feel way out of it
like you can't comprehend
what's going on at that moment

like everyone and everything
flows past you in one big blur

like you're not sure if you
understand what's happening
and you're not sure if you want to

like what's happening isn't reality
it's one big dream of vidid colors
familiar faces, and unknown places
and this all scares you to death

like the sounds you hear
you don't truely hear them,
you think nothing of any of it

like you might just snap back
to reality but by some miracle
you dont, you float in this dream world
waiting for that one to save you

like the familiar sounds and actions
seem totally surreal

like you feel weird in your own body
and you can't even bare another minute

like your vision impares and you have
to blink a million times to see straight

like you feel tongue tied or unsettled
about anything or nothing at all

like your heart races and stops
at the same time

like the songs you once adored
seem foreign and suspicious

like when you look at yourself in the mirror,
you look totally different,
and yet strangely familiar

like someone has covered your ears
and the entire world is
drowning out around you

like you can't get your mind
off that one person
and you're not sure if you want
them off your mind

and in the midst of all this
you feel like you're on top of the world
and nothing can bring you down