Damaged Goods

I lie here alone.
I stare at my wall.
I realize how many people,
I've hurt overall.

I have broken his heart.
I've done it more than one time.
I have destroyed him brutally.
I have toyed with his mind.

I have hurt more than him,
I have decieved and lied.
I have made her miserable.
I have made her want to lay down and die.

I have insulted another.
I left her a bruise.
I gave her physical pain.
I gave her no chance to choose.

I have judged him so much.
I made him feel worthless.
I publically humiliated him.
I walked away emotionless.

So before you get close,
step back and take a look at me,
and you too will soon realize,
I'm not as sweet as I seem.