If She Reads This...

I know I haven't been perfect
I know I haven't always been there
I know I haven't always confided in you
and I know it seems I don't care

But baby I love you
more than you can know
And I was trying as hard as I could
to make you want me more

I trusted you and believed in you
I was so proud to be a part of your life
And to be able to say I love you
Was sweeter than I can describe

I talked to you for hours
At times when I was asleep
But it was for you my love
And that is why I weep

For I miss your voice
Your words so soft and dear
Your lips that spoke of romance,
Confidence, and fear

I dreamed of you at night
And thought of you in the day
I thought of ways to love you
For I wanted you so near

Now I miss you love
More than you could ever know
my heart aches and my mind rewinds
to times so long ago

I will never forget you
Though times so short as they were
they were the best of times
And love, some of the worst i fear

and that my love is the why
you're killing me inside
I don't know where to go,
I can't just run and hide

So I have to let you go
And accept that you've moved on
To be friends instead of lovers
And forget the times that could have been
And the times that will never be

Some day I hope
our lives will cross once more
And we can be close and open
To each other-
Even through the storm

one last time i want to say
Before you forget me forever
I loved you truly
I told you time and again
Remember me always love
I hope that you are happy