Not like the other...

I have never felt so alone before in my life
my mom is not here she is locked up and my dad is always working my friends and i are growing apart
in school i am like a little girl who has not so many girl friends i hang out with all of the guys i don't like to do little preppy stuff like the girls do
the only thing that we have in common is that i have boobs a butt and i wear girl clothes and make-up
girls are drama they don't know what they are talking about we fight over nothing important
i like the guys cause they can joke and i can actually be myself and not have to worry what the others think of me i am not like the other girls i am alone out here all by myself with no one to love me or hold me everything and everyone is disappearing slowly