As these desolate nights pass me by, I tightly grip onto my pillow.
Manipulating my prey each and every day, thats me, a female black widow.
Never in my life did I suspect I could turn into who I've become today.
A monster so cold with a story I never told, In my cage I quietly lay.
All of these years ripping into my flesh, he's tugging at each word I say.
Chained to a wall hoping some day I shall fall, everynight I pray.
Pray that I perish from this world gone so cruel, this world that I truly despise.
So fed up of being the odd one out, So fed up of your pathetic lies.
My heart is not broken and I am not ill, I'm just getting rid of pain that I hide.
Quietly screaming, taking back all those bitter tears that every night I cried.
Wishing that he wasn't here by my side, these thoughts of him consume my mind.
Pulling these chains with the power in my frail body, his love made me blind.
Left here to drown in the sweat that I shed, trying to break free from this dream.
Wanting to walk into a luminecent light that reflects of a beautiful gleam.
My pure heart and soul know some day I shall find a way to escape.
Devil, you should know by now I'm one step ahead every decision you make.....
