I cant handle the pain
the brokenness you claim
will one day go away
I'm lost and I'm cold
this love story is getting old
i gotta get over you
in order to make it through
i see you all the time
and when i don't, still ur on my mind
i wonder if it was real
u had ur shot to prove it to me
but u had to leave it
and when u did you tore my hearts into pieces
but if ever asked why i love you, i have plenty of reasons
i am healing and healing and healing
but no matter what, you left a scar on my heart
i want you. i need you
but i cant take you back
i want to, but we had our reasons
the reasons i firmly believe in
my heart is gated and locked
i wanna let you in, but u gave back the key
and as easily as i gave it to you the first time
i could again, but that would be a crime
i have to care enough about me
to stand up strong and to carry on
i never thought id get so close
to any boy, especially you
however i did, and i cant take it back
but even if i could, i never would
the memories were too good
to just throw away
i hope that the brokenness is going away one day
i hope that that is true and not a lie
because if i continue to love you, my soul will surely die
