Never Knew...

The pain of losing a best friend,
It hurts so bad,
Just because your friendship came to and end,
It makes me so sad,
Why did I give up on you?
It was the worst thing I could do,
I'm sorry I ran away,
I've been regretting it since that day,
You stood by my side,
When all I wanted to do was die,
But you didn't give up on me,
You tried your best to make me happy,
But right now,
I feel like I'm the only one who should say "I'm sorry"
When not all the blame is on me,
I know I've hurt you,
But you've hurt me to,
I'm sorry our friendship end like this,
But the thing is,
You pushed me away constantly,
And you didn't even try and work things out with me,
I don't want the words I said to you last,
To be the last words I ever say to you,
Well, when we were friends had a blast,
The crazy things we would do,
And say,
Before we went our different ways,
But if you ever need me,
I swear I'll be right there!