Turns out...
The guy I cared for deeply, and still do,
Did have feelings for me.
The way I had feelings for him.
Sadly now, time has past,
and so has the pain of longing for his touch.
But now, in the end,
We both agree, we still have each other in our lives.
And we're settling for that, but now we wonder about
the What if we would've taken a chance those few years ago.
He's special to me, I'm special to him,
I don't want to think about the what it, or I wish we did,
No, its best we take it like it was handed to us and not look
back at what could have been. Its about what we have and still hold. And thats a friendship I love to keep and refuse to be with out. Love you friend. very much.