If I Ever Write This Letter

If I ever write this letter,
all the pages I could write.
I wouldn't know where to send it or how to say
I'm sorry for this.
Truly sorry for this.
If I ever write this letter,
I'll hold it close to my heart.
So when you find me you'll know,
even death can't tear us apart.
Let this be my letter,
the one that people write
when the hurt and inner turmoil causes them to end their life.