You played games with my mind
You played games with my heart
You played games with my life
You nearly cost me my life
You caused hassles with my friends
You caused hassles with my family
You caused problems where I can't sleep anymore
You caused problems where I can't smile or be happy
I stare at the bedroom ceiling
Second after second
Minute after minute
Hour after hour
Day after day
Week after week
Month after month
It will probably last a lifetime
That sick feeling in my stomach
Day after day
Week after week
Month after month
That wish it would all end tomorrow
That wish to end it all and it would be over
The games you played
The way you played them
The results you wanted
The hate I have of life
The hate I have of love
The feeling of failure
The loss and despair
Anxiety and paranoia
Hands and legs that won't stop shaking
Falling in love when it can never be
That garden path of reality that went no where
That terrible fairy tale,love,horror romance story
Those dreams and wishes you shared with someone else
But you won
You cracked me
You broke my heart
Ripped my life to the core
Yes you did it
And your proud of it to
Game over you win
But your the loser
Your boyfriend once a druggie always a druggie.
Your boyfriend once an Alcoa. always an Alcoa.
A shining star ?
No!
A fallen one
I hope you are proud of what you have done
See if you can do it to someone else ?
Because it was easily done
The key you've lost it
I've given it to someone else
It will be cherished and used for good and not evil
I will never forgive you
I never want to see you
Everyone knows about you
Your sleazy slimy ways
They probably think it was me that planted the seed
But thank god it wasn't
I wouldn't have lived it down
I sometimes wish you would rot in hell
But maybe not
Maybe it will backfire on you and you will lose for once !
Become the victim for once and see how it feels
