Feeling so unappreciated and unwanted
Empty inside except for shame and guilt
I try to push my feelings aside for now
Our delicate marriage is still being built.
Unsure of what to do to repair our love
I'm left hiding my insecurities from you
And I know you hate me nagging at all
But honestly, what am I supposed to do.
Anxiety is starting to take over my life
I feel insignificant and I feel weak
I can't make us better by myself
It can only happen if it's what you truly seek.
Every promise you have ever made
has been broken repeatedly
It's hard to gain trust in you
When you can't even stay true to me.
This love is the love that is forever
I can't imagine life without you at my side
But no matter what, we need to change
& from there on, life will be a happy ride.
