Fractured

Forever searching
scrawling
analyzing
the quest unending
destined for?
if only it were EVER that easy
twang, shriek, sigh
I know precisely what it is
that eats at me unrelentingly
that for which I smolder
the words, I need you
eternally echo through my psyche
your aura
your face
your being
carved into my gray matter
are the words
which form the lessons
i refuse to ignore
my trust forever fractured