Refused your help

by Brie Anna   Oct 18, 2007


My skin sticks to my bones that show everywhere
i haven't eaten in a long time but i don't really care
i think i look beautiful cause everyone looks at me
but really i look awful and i just refuse to see
i'm slowly shuting down and i haven't go a clue
i refused to let you help me now theres nothing you can do
it hurts just to smile it kills to move living like this is very bad news
i'm killing myself with all this selfinflicted abuse
i look so sickly and i'm way under wight
but yet living like this is something i don't hate
i need to open my eyes i need you to help me see
that this lifestyle is just not for me
the winds stronger then i am it keeps knocking me down
and everytime i fall i can't even get my self off the ground
when you just touch me it fells like i'v broke
it's so painful this is no joke
i've let this disorder get the best of me
now all we can do is wait and see
to late for help the only option is die
i'm sorry dear friends i've let this disorder take my live.

© Brie Anna Cherry Jello Press ©

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