I often find myself in the shadows,
often cry myself to sleep holding my pillows,
tears that run down my face,
of the memories I can't erase,
totally hurt and totally torn apart
i can no longer hold together the parts of my heart
you destroyed my hope of fulfillment
by simply declining from this commitment,
Confusion storms my aching head
Thoughts of all the things that you may have said,
My dreams of us vanished,
the love I had for you , you banished
I still have many thoughts of hurt,
My longing for you slowly will subside in the dirt,
now you have made it so hard to trust,
Not knowing that love may not be lust,
Damn you disappointed me,
Changing all that was meant to be,
you have destroyed me.
