Having to finally face the fact of reality's difficult challenge, that life's peace maker ain't as good as it sounds, momma always said to live life as it comes really never telling me what it meant, but growing into my young adult hood years finally realizing what it's unreliable meaning is while digging a whole back in the frozen part of my life, that one couldn't grasp a hold on which was left in the nature of the past, that i had some unfinished business with the one that gave life to me, my other half, my inseparable father, life grew into a mask for a dead man walking, while the body of my love one laid there decaying it's brown skin into dust as we came, while the moon lit stars set upon my face, as the tears glistened like glitter rolling down my cheek, rewinding my every moment where they lowered his permanent bed down to rest looking at every moment of it, now my unfinished business was done and you can finally live life on the other side, so that i can finally not be troubled with the life of yours that may be based upon my own, sometimes i dream of the day that maybe i could feel the loving brace of your arm around my back, that the lace of your lips plant a kiss upon my cheek that i would no longer have to be sad but can be happy and finally be able to get back to the joyful life i had, back down to reality where i sit on the step that day waiting for you to soon come home from work, and i would finally be able to unpause the movie of my life and now have the whole world see my life as a olden ribbon laced with silver trim instead of having to fight off the feelings as if i didn't have my own world of trouble.
