Just best friends

Friends for such a long time,
years to be exact
except now
when i see her,
im scared to say hello
my heart racing
and this girl doesnt even know.
the amount of time we have kissed for fun
and played around in my bed,
this girl in unaware that shes the one in my head
my mornings begin thinking of her
and my night end with prayers.
this girl is the most important thing in my life
the reason why im in strife
how am i meant to tell the one i love that
im sorry for all the things ive said
im sorry for our relationship falling thru
and sorry for pushing it forward
i though maybe we could make something of our friendship turn into magic
but now that i know
our friendship was the magic and our love a disaster
i miss my best friend
and all the fun we had
im tired of all this tension and feeling or regrets and sad
i wish in time you could love me again and forgive me for the past
because i have accepted that best friends is all we are...

i love yew sarah with all my heart xoxoxo