Please don't say goodbye

A perfect world filled with love and bliss.
Why does it have to end this way?
Why did you have to go away?
It doesn't make sense, you were always there, you always cared, we promised we'd face this world together, but now I'm left here in the dark as I watch you soaring through clouds of bliss.
Sometimes I wonder if your really as happy as you seem.
Broken memories refuse to let me forget all that we had.
Once you were my best friend...
I've forgotten how to smile.
What it must feel like to be happy again.
I'm afraid to dream, afraid to fail,
afraid of knowing you won't be there.
You said you'd catch me whenever I fell,
I should be used to this by now,
somehow the pain is all the same.
I still remember the day fate destroyed our world,
leaving nothing but empty holes.
The scars remain through cold lonely years,
yet inside I'm still but a little girl mourning the loss of her dearest friend.
You've already moved on...
you've found someone else to share your dreams,
and I've made friends of my own whom I love vary dearly.
So why do I still miss you?
Why are there days I still long for our friendship to return.
I guess I never truly learned to let go.
I've always hated the word goodbye,
I never wanted to believe this was true,
And even though I may have fooled all the others,
The truth is I still shed a tear every once in awhile...