I have made too many mistakes
because of them
my heart aches
the tears begin
they wont stop
at least, not within
after my first mistake
i realized a great many
things, like i hat to try to make
myself believe in me
this is the hardest thing
but you all just didn't see
when i did it again
the pain would not die
the hurt inside began
so i tried and tried
it just wouldn't work
so i cried and cried
over and over i messed up
i couldn't take it, it hurt
so bad i want to drink cup after cup
i didn't but no one cares
my pain no one ever did see
at my hear and my soul it all just tears
i have made to many mistakes
because of them all ll
my heart hurts and my soul aches
