ALL THE TIME I USED TO SPEND SHUT UP
UNHEEDING TO VOICES WHO CARED FOR ME SO MUCH
UNCONCENTRATING,SAD,LONELY AND SECLUDED
THERE IS TIME, I USED TO SAY TO MYSELF.
COMPUTERS,MOVIES,GAMES IS WHAT
I SPENT MY TIME ON
RECKLESSLY GAMBLING ON IT.
AVOIDING STUDIES, BUNKING LECTURES.
I THOUGHT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN.
BUT JUST IN TIME CAME THE REAL WARNING,
WHEN THINGS SEEMED TERRIBLE FOR ME
OPENING MY EYES TO THE FACT
THAT I HAD A DOWNFALL BEFORE ME.
THUS, IN THE END I TRIED TO DO
WHAT I HAD BEEN AVOIDING SO LONG.
FOR NOW THERE IS LESS TIME AND MORE STUDIES,
AND I HAVE DISCOVERED MYSELF