Dead silence

Your disguised rotten smile..
Your obsessive impulse to be loved..
You can't shed tears
You won't find love

Watch me dying of grief..
Fulfill your reason to live..
Empty veins striking my heart dead
Countless times I asked for help,
from my own dictator..

How long will I be silent?
Clinging on to you
Sickness hides my salvation

I'll wait until sickness is dead silence