This pain I cause myself
I wish to stop, I truly do
For some reason though, I can't resist
The pain helps me forget about you
One day I'll stop, I promise, I swear
Just not today or tomorrow
For I don't want to face you, No not yet
I'm content with my weeping and woe
My veins can heal after every puncture
I know it will, The scars prove this
My repeating harm to my body
Will stop when you I no longer miss
This is just a phase, I'm convinced
There's nothing wrong with me
My blood may be depleted
But this pain sets me free
Maybe you do really care about me
But this time, I cut myself worse
It wasn't supposed to get this bad
I say as I lay dieing and curse
I broke my promise, I'm sorry
I never stopped losing my blood
So I'll just lay here dieing
Drowning in this blood made flood
