I want to rip my hair out
And scream out to the world
For all that it has put me through
I cant take the suffering and the pain
To everyone else its just a big game
Yes its pathetic to say
My feelings were hurt
Like you shoved straight into the dirt
Didn't you see what you were doing to me
Nobody's cared when i said i wanted to die
And when i tried i didn't succeed
I hardly even did bleed
From that mistake i did learn
But not too much and not too little
For i think about it each day
And more within each tear
Cause day in and day out
Life just keeps getting harder
And even harder for me
I cry and not able to tell why
I scream not even for a reason
I write to let out my feelings
Of this intolerable hate
The heat inside of me isn't that great
Its like the world is a fish and I'm the bait
Why does everyone use me
For the aspect of imperfectness
Even my friends have turned against me
Then it comes to you
Who said you loved me
When you too afraid to walk up to me
When your friends are around
I best you everyone will agree
I'm just some person people can mess with
Cause everyone knows
I'm not my own person
Ill follow the crowd
Not dare say my opinion
And at the end of the day when people are crying
I'm helping them out
When me I'm literally dieing
it just gets tough
And lately its kind of rough
When i cant turn to anyone
And especially not myself
For i lost myself a while back
And haven't found myself since
