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by Emilie Oct 19, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
Mommy's getting madder, Her temper goes up. She screams in your ear, She's had enough. Her eyes so cold, They glare at me, I'm not the thing, She wanted me to be. Her voice so loud, It Sends me fears. My body is shacking, Shacking with fears. Mom's eye so mad, It's scaring me. I know whats coming, I know what will be. Mommy's hand raised high, It grazed my skin, for the first time by. Second on it hits me high. A cut on my skin, From where her ring had bing, Will she veer miss, Will i ever win. My skin with bruises, I cover it up. I ware long sleeves, And ware make-up. I smile every day So happy at school. Ma-by I'll make it through, What a dumb fool. No one notices, for when they ask. I lie to there faces, I ware a smiling mask. The bell rings 3, I was happy to thee. But when i go, My smile sinks low. I know what is coming, I know what will be, Because mommy's still mad, And theres only me. I look at the house, So happy it seems, But the fums of anger, Are coming i see. Just open the door, And here it comes, Her face red, I thought I'd be dead. She yells, Throws me down, I sit there taking it, Not making a sound. And when it's all done, I go to my room. I lay in my bed, And hope it goes soon. But still every day, I wake with a hope. I smile at school, I put on my coat. It still seems the same, When i come home. But I'll cover it up, And no one will known.
by krystal
All i have to say is amazing 5/5<333