Locked Up Feelings

What's the point in holding on,
When the thing I use to hold is now gone,
What's the point of staying strong,
When the thing that made me strong is now gone.

You've always been there anytime I needed to talk,
You've always listened and told me what you thought,
You've always cared and never seemed to be scared..

What happened here?
What went so wrong?
How do I escape this feeling that I've had so long,
I'm hurting a lot right now,
but this loving feeling is greater than I ever thought it could be,
Loving you is the best feeling in the world,
and I know I could never let it go..

Why do I keep asking questions?
I'm not getting the answers to,
This isn't a test I can't cheat now,
So I guess I'll just be patient for you..

It's tearing me apart,
To know you're so close yet so very far away from me,
Why does it have to be this way?
Why couldn't you just choose to stay..?